Hatred

I'm writing with an anger and hatred. Endless hatred. They will find me as an unattractive girl who's still stuck with her memories. And they will ask and wonder, " Why that girl is always stress? " or " Why that girl wanna be mad at her friend bcs of a guy? " Bitch, you didn't know how it feels to see someone you love be with someone else in a short of time. Stranger is okay. BUT FRIEND. Bcs you don't feel the pain like you've claimed that you feel the same. NO. Fucking NO. You won't. You will never know how it feels to be replace. You will never know how it feels when holding on for so long time and they leave you just liddat. Bcs of one reason, " I can't move on " Yes I can accept that. It's not easy to move on. I admit that. NOT EASY. I accept it. BUT WHAT I CANT ACCEPT IS YOU GO BACK TO YOUR PAST CRUSH AND CLAIMED TO LIKE AND LOVE HER AND PLAYING LIKE A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND DO THIS DO THAT AND MAD AT ME BCS I'M MAD AT YOU AND I'M AD AT HER? WHAT RATIONAL IS THIS THING? YOU ANSWER.