Bodoh

Bodohlah wanita itu jika di mulut kata lain bila lakukan sesuatu jadi lain. Cuba hargai. Cuba jadi diri sendiri. Jangan jadi bodoh melalui perkataan, maaf dan janji yang kau cipta. Kau perempuan, BODOH.

Fragile I

you know... i am not that kind of person who is always mourn about something that makes me sad, unhappy, mad or what. but as my age increasing by years, my hormone my sensitivity, my emotions towards something especially when it comes to family, love, and life... i will burst out into tears just like that. i don't even know why, Allah made me made my heart too fragile. i can't even handle things that happened to me. i will end up crying on the couch, or crying until i fell asleep. i am weak. WEAK.

Penguat II

"does a cute heart owez diz small inside? cuz im rly glad its small. cuz the smaller its, the comfortable i am. so u can owez feel me walking inside ur heart. and yes. i can tahan in ur cute heart" "if its too cold. i might die inside u. hurmm. but too warm i might also die inside u.can u be in between? cuz i juz wana stay alive inside ur heart. i was on my way to sleep oredy when i saw a scar. here, inside. im not gona ask who did diz. but i juz patch it with a lil bit of my heart if u dun mind. :) so, may go to sleep now."

Penguat

" Awak jadi bini saya jugak nanti "

Teruskan

Bila ku selak kembali halaman halaman di ruang Skype. Hati lansung jadi sayu. Terus saja airmata ini menderu laju. Tidak ubah seperti Niagara Falls. Bagaimana kau cuba fit in dalam hati, bagaimana kau pujuk hati aku yang keras bagai batu, bagaimana kau jinakkan ia. Tumpah segala air mata, mana juga hilangnya si kuat Maisarah? Entah. Setiap kali solat, wajah kau menerpa dulu. Apa ini satu petanda atau apa. Aku tidak tahu. Bagaimana ku bertahan selama ini, tak mudah untuk aku berhenti. Akhirnya aku teruskan, teruskan jua. Teruskan segala daya. Segala usaha. Pasti Allah kabulkan juga. Jodoh bersama dia, hari hari dipohon tanpa lupa. Tanpa lupa ku selitkan namamu di setiap doaku. Amin Ya Rabb.

Ajari Aku

Setiap hubungan itu ada pasang surutnya. Tiada yang lebih tiada yang kurang pengetahuannya. Hanya naluri, perasaan dan kemampuan untuk terus mengharungi liku liku kehidupan. Berbeza setiap seorang. Pendapat dan keinginan. Kegembiraan kesedihan, tiada apa yang lebih diutamakan. Kesedihan itu bersifat sementara. Ya. Susah. Sungguh susah untuk terima. Aku menundukkan kepala ku ke arahMU, meminta petunjuk dan ketenangan hati. Dalam aku menyelak satu demi satu kenangan. Payah. Setiap kali diselak, setiap kali itu air mata tumpah tidak berhenti. Namun aku sedang kuatkan hati. Harap Yang Maha Esa membantuku. Bulan Ramadhan menerpa lagi. Mohon segalanya disucikan. Aku harap begitu, Ya Allah.... kuatkan hatiku. Aku cinta dia.

TORNS

Have you ever been in this situation, where you are apart for months. But then you are not aware of the storm whereby you put so much trust when you know you are not supposed to do it. Have you? Me. Yes You know, I'm giving all of my love and my time just for you. I'm giving you space for you to breathe. I'm giving you time for you to think. I'm giving you my trust for you to be free. But in the end, what did you give me back in return? You're going out with her again, made promises which is I don't know what kind of "tired of waiting" for her. Which is I don't know what kind of "Yes, or No.Idk" for her. Which is I don't know what kind of "Stop pushing me like a cart" for you. Are you playing games with me? Do you want to break your promises months ago? You ever said to me "I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK. AND I WILL START APPRECIATING WHAT IS IN FRONT OF ME" NOW? ASK YOURSELF.